I am trying to keep from him how utterly destroyed I am by his leaving. I want him to be happy about the move, the new day care, Bevin's new house, etc. because I just want him to be happy. And so far it's working. He had dinner tonight with Bevin and now has a Santa Fe t-shirt and book. He's excited about all of it. But I don't think he realizes that I'm not coming with him.
I'm determined that this is NOT permanent. I have to get my baby back. But I AM losing him for now. I cannot stop Bevin from taking him from me on the 15th. I don't think I'm going to be able to truly face that until it happens.
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